BIO
Isa Guzman is a poet & Brooklyn College MFA graduate from Los Sures, Brooklyn. Dedicating her work to the hardship, traumas, & political struggle within the Boricua Diaspora & the LGBTQ+ (Boriquir) communities within it. She helps lead several projects including: The Titere Poets Collective, La Esquina Open Mic, & La Cocina Workshop! She has published her work through several magazines, including The Acentos Review, The Bridge, Public Seminar, & also appears in several anthologies, such as The Breakbeat Poets Vol. 4: LatiNext. You can follow her through their social media: @Isa_Writes.
Nosotras
Te odio completamente y cada mañana me acerco a ti
¿A quién veré? Will I see the woman I am,
o el hombre que nunca fui? What molecule will catch my attention?
What flaw will atomize me?
I am a woman are words that cannot undress my heart
it ticks away ready to explode through inhumane nights
of doubt y fantasmas at the fire escape y news headlines of
¡mira este jodio maricón! ¡golpealo!
¡enséñale a ser un hombre! ¡mas duro!
¡enséñale!
then silence
Tu eres mi cuerpo with every roll of fat reeds of body hair
every blemish bitten lips with thick thighs
with curly hair with la pena en medio de nuestas piernas
en realidad te amo pero odio la posibilidad
de nosotras found mangled underneath beds or in trash bins
or our heads split open like spider chrysanthemums
or moth orchids
or worse becoming lost in a line of annotation
on another statistical chart at the end
of each year
I am a woman are words I hold like newborns I can never have
breathe with them breathe them
breathe breathe breathe until the torch
ignites & the masses riot for a universal dignity
y un Amor radical against the fears
that fracture
all of us
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Self-portrait on the Borderline Between Puerto Rico and the United States
I remember trying to find love in an airport souvenir shop
among t-shirts with political variants of que bonita bandera
y zemís emptied of their gods o the taino icons for sun o turtle o
bird o coqui o the eternal lovers all gone o dying in cycled decades
of decay from storms bleeding from the lashed backs of slaves o those
tiny boxing glove you hang precariously from your rear-view mirror
that will never be worn o swing the air of the chemical aromas of
processed dulce de coco blanco o ajonjoli o papaya o pasta de guayba
o mampostial o batata or even the absence of sound from the tambor
you hang from your key chain All the flags here
are windless All I want to do is bring something back
So I find my body on the baggage carousel at JFK & not even I
want to claim her and her guts pickled in barcardi
& her lungs full of mango seeds & throat sprouting a pana tree
as ancient as my grandparents birth certificates & hair made from
dry palmetto leaves & a face carved directly from the cliff wall
of Isabela, Puerto Rico
So I leave it behind to return to the machinations
of Uber floods on the BQE & the rising colossi of condominiums reigning
the hours as salsa o bachata o trap can be heard rattling under
flesh sidewalks & people people people walking aimless sowing gears
o motherboards o used car batteries in every unpolluted patch of soil
Everywhere is smoke, as am I, and I catch myself smoking
at the windowsill with all the other dejected abuelitas waiting
for the coffee to boil over or the world to end
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Night, for Elie Che
after Aracelis Girmay
Elie Che, April 10th, 1997 - 2020,
did not die at the ripe age
of thirty-five
but was swept by Atebey's waves,
at twenty-three,
will be embraced by Yemaya,
on August 31st,
who kept the early pearl of her life
and made her infinite, too soon,
while Elie likely thought about next month's rent
or how much the next procedure would be
or what next grief or elation to process
as her body changes into herself,
& is right now
submerged
in happenings yesterday, what happened tomorrow,
what will happen now
under & above the night
your face joins
the faces of
Alexa y Dustin Parker y Yampi Arocho y Monika Diamond
y Lexi y Johanna Metzger y Serena Ramos y Layla Sanchez y Penelope Ramirez, y
Nina Pop, Y Helle Jae y Tony McDade y Rem'mie Fells y Riah Milton y Jayne Thompson
y Selena Reyes-Hernandez y Brian Powers y Brayla Stone y Merci Mack y Shaki Peters
y Bree Black y Summer Taylor y Marilyn Cazarez y Dior H Ova y Queasha Hardy y
Aja Rhone-Spears, y all the nameless this year has claimed & will claim
& Elie you own the night in all its waveform cartilage and dream-space light
you own the night knowing thyself
& you are still becoming you are still becoming